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Busannya...Busannya!!!! Khamis, Jumaat.....Isnin, Selasa, Rabu....waaaa...Boleh mati busan nih!!!!!

Shopping Raya!!!

Huhuhu...ramainya orang!!! Panas plaks tuh!!! Sedapnya kalau dapat minum teh-O-ais!!...hahahah...dugaan di bulan pose + galak pi shopping raya last sunday!!!

After 30 min keluar awal sebab x dapat jawab 2 sub-soalan paper Entrepreneur last saturday....so, kira nak lepas geram pi shopping raya on sunday. So, pergilah dengan adikku dan Fiza, opismate. Park keter kat opis, naik train pi Masjid Jamek, maka bermulalah journey kitaorg menyelit dan berebut dengan org2 ramai yg mempunyai tujuan yg sama...Dari masjid jamek ke Jalan TAR, Pertama , SOGO...aduhhh..semuanya diredah. At the end of the day, aku manage beli 1 selendang bling2 yg nak di match ngan baju bling2 aku ...angkut 2 tudung bawal and earing...heh!!! ader kaitan ker? Tapi yg pastinya, x leh lawan fiza yg telah mengangkut hampir 8 helai tudung!! Hang nak jual balik ka Fiza??

Pengajaran yg aku dapat.....Baju raya kedua aku akan di beli di tempat ber aircond!!! Yes!!!

Just 2 Steps & I already Stumbled

Do i need to stop or just ignore it and making another step?

"Obstacles are those frightful things you see when you take your eyes off the goal." -Hannah More

Sedey dan sedikit terkilan

Budak-budak tak balik ka puasa ni?

huhuhu..itu pertanyaan ayah aku kat mak aku...anak dia sorang pun x balik bulan pose ni......ini 1st time aku x balik lansung masa bulan pose ni...balik raya terus nanti...bukan aper...hujung minggu asyik ader kelas and after that ader final exam.....

tapi xpa...aku akan cuti raya panjang....thanks to my bos yg memaksa aku ambik cuti gaksss coz kalau aku x ambik...hanya aku sorang yg kijer kat opis aku nanti...hehee..pelik kan? tapi ini kes benar.......

I'm making small steps to someone world

I’m making small steps today…..to be in someone world……not sure about the consequences… But pretty proud on being able to do it….Someone world may be too big as it seen but too small to be in. But, I belief in fate…..It will be when it’s destine to be…..and if not, just let it be and move on.

@#$%^&*

Lately.........

I'm Missing This...


and

Wondering about this.....



Goshhhhh...I'm thinking too much!!!

I’m extremely SAD

I ATE THE WHOLE REGULAR PIZZA BY MYSELF, YESTERDAY!!! FOLLOWED BY 6 PIECES OF SUSHI.... I WAS SAD, THAT'S WHY!! EXTREMELY SAD!!! AND I'M PISSED OFF!! URGHHHH

i feel like eating...but i already overweight!!!

huhuhuhu...for almost 27 years breathing......never in my entire life till this year that people call me "gemuk". Selalunya org akan kata, kurusnya, kacang panjang, playwood...entah aper2 lagi arrr yg refer pada kurus!!!

And never in my entire life till this year have that i really concerned about my weight!!! huhuhuh...i may look like a person with no weight problem!!! But who knows dengan keaadaan sekarang (tembam sikit), sebenarnya aku dah lebih 10 KG dari berat badan yg sepatutnya...hahahah

I care.....but how? i rather go for exercise than cutting down my food or eating my favourite food....no way i'm going to eat only bread, fruit, salad...hahahah..no...no...no....Siapa lagi nak treasure those good food!!!

Exercise...i rather say i have no time aka truly deeply "MALAS" ....

So, HOW?

Can't all those fats just disappear like they always did previously....

Worry...but dun care in the same time... HUHUHUHU

Aper lagi ek?

Aper lagi yg aku suka bila buat exhibition nih? Emhhhh...coz aku boleh jumpa orang yang aku nak jumpa......macam last week......WORLD BADMINTON CHAMPIONSHIP 2007

Walaupun event tu mmg busan dari segi sales...tapi' i'm not a sales person anymore!!!! just assisting sales person ....HEAVEN!!!

Apa yg bestnya??

1. Boleh masuk parking stadium FREE and parking sebelah dewan coz ada sticker Secratariat kat keter
2. Boleh masuk dalam stadium dan tgk game bila2 masa sebab ader exhibitor pass
3. Tgk LIVE game badminton dan tahu saper pemenangnya sebelum org lain tgk paper esoknya atau berita malam !!!
4. I almost forgot about the excitement of watching badminton and knowing the player after Thomas Cup 1992...huhuhu...can feel it again...
5. Nampak dgn dekat but malas nak jumpa pemain2 badminton...Nampak Rashid Sidek, Misbun Sidek, Bertukar senyum dengan Roslin Hashim..ahaksss...Korean player yg aku lupa namanya....Wong Choon Han, Kean keat (heh, lupa nama penuh and to spell) and others....

Apa yg tinggal tanda tanya....

Aku belek2 pass card aku tuh....Selain dgn pass aku tuh, aku boleh masuk Arena, and aper ntah lagi...aku leh masuk Locker Room....ISKKKK..Maksudnya aku leh pi dalam tempat persalinan pemain ker??? auchhh!!! RUGINYA!!!

Can a broken heart really heal??

Received a message from a friend, he just broke off with his girl. I knew he must be hurt. And i knew that whatever i said will not going to fix the condition.

People will always said that “everything will be ok” to comfort someone. But when will be that everything become ok? How soon? I hurt now!!! What is actually needed to be done now? Not tomorrow, not when everything will become ok!!!

I cried with him, that's the only thing, I’ve done. I don’t really know either what he need the most now. But I remembered when I’m once in his condition, I just want somebody to know and listen. I just want someone knew that I’m scared, hurt, angry, embarrassed…….And maybe, we need that someone to replace “that person” who will have no idea of what we felt after the broke off.

Boyfriend, sorry for not being a good friend for you during your hard time. Just cry, if you want to, just piss off if you felt to. Just win her for a last time even how stupid people will look upon you. But if not, you must learn to live without her. We are actually the one who decides what kind of life we want to have with whatever HE prepared for us. Just take your time!!! But dun forget to “wake up”!!!

P/s: To my dearest friends, thank you once again for being there during my hardest time back then, now and in the future.

Tidakkkkkkkkkk

Aku tertekan...tertekan.......impianku musnah!!!!!

waduh...waduh......sakitnya hati gue!!! Apa salah gue? mungkin aku patut salahkan Raja Nazrin sebab nak kawen sangat bulan May ari tuh sampai SBP Ipoh event kena postponed......mungkin aku patut salahkan KTAK kerna pilih tarikh 21 July 2007 utk tarikh baru.....Mungkin aku patut salahkan bos aku sebab suruh aku take over projek tu tiba2.......huhuhu.....sudah nasib aku.....kerana semuanya ini, plan aku utk snorkelling plus shopping di terengganu minggu ni terpaksa di tunda ke bulan depan....bulan depan???? bulan depan pun x leh janji!!!!

huhuhuh...maybe as alternative, bley pi Aquaria and shopping kat jalan TAR!!!!

Emhh....nantikan aku

Rindu pada laut

Missing Him......

Too tired now for pretending to be strong
It was pain to hold back tears
It was hard to act nothing was wrong
Coz everything actually wrong
But reality will forced you to accept the fact
Once he left your world, he will never returned
So, once awhile
I cried slowly, missing him
Took my own sweet time remembering his smile
Collecting strength I need from his love that once was mine
If tears can swept away this burden
And time will heal
I wonder why, I’m missing him still



*SSA*

Singapore...Illegal trip

At last...the big event pun tiba!!!

Being a person yg di "seludup" bawa masuk ke Singapore dgn alasan utk exposure to international exhibition results in :

1. No air travel, only land
2. No advance

Huhuhu...despite all "twisted feeling", half of me really eager to set my foot once again to Singapore after almost 20 years.

Pedulikan 2 sebab "kesukaran" di atas, dengan kebenaran dari bos, aku dgn bangganya cuma menfully utilisedkan semua elaun yg ada ke tahap maksimum especially to balas dendam coz kena naik bas pi Singapore.....managed to booked the most expensive bus ticket, RM 139 pertrip and total transportation elaun will be RM280. HEHHEE..Ini bus mahal tuhhhh!!!

Business Class Airebus

Comparison between Executive and Business Class

On 17th June and 20th June, Aku akan menggantikan mat salleh dalam gambar tuh

The Road i Have Traveled

The road I have Traveled.
Bridges I have crossed.
I've gone the extra mile,
I've come to many stops.
I had a few road blocks,
toward what I thought,
could be the end.
But had to be brought back
a mile or two again.
So when closure comes,
I do know what it will mean.
I'll finally have peace of mind,
I'll be able to feel,think, and breathe
I probably won't believe it.
I'll think it is all a dream.
And although the journey will have ended.
I'll never forget What I've learned along the way,
or how I learned to take it day by day

Huhuhuhu........Pekan

i went to Pahang twice dalam tempoh tak sampai sebulan....huhuhu....seminggu plaks tuh duduk kat sana setiap trip....and claimed T&T x pernah sebanyak nih...lebih 1500 - 2000 hinggit tiap trip.....x pernah duk hotel macam dah umah sendiri..pekerja hotel pun dah kenal..huhuhu....jumpa staff and reseller Pahang yg sama...so, sekarang dah kamcing.....dapat makan lebih banyak food yg sedap kat Kuantan & Pekan (Jalan-Jalan cari makan Pahang)...

Tapi yg best pi Pahang kali ni ialah ...aku jumpa org TNB yg aku jumpa last trip, tapi kali ni kami exchange phone no. ....and macam mana ntah terjumpa dia sekali lagi masa makan malam....maybe Kuantan kecil sangat.....hahaha....hahahaha.....kecil ke? atau ada jodoh?..muahahah

and.....jumpa seorang exhibitor yg muka dia seiras DAWO....cuma versi L size ...huhuhu....bersihnya muka dia!!!

and satu berita yg tak tahu nak category kan as berita baik atau buruk....setiap org ada rahsianya....dan mungkin mereka mempunyai alasan tersendiri untuk berahsia...tapi sampai bila rahsia boleh di simpan? sedangkan org lain dah mula menceritakan....sedangkan org tu sendiri masih berahsia kepada kawan sendiri...huhuhu...mungkin aku juga akan berahsia jika berada di tempat dia...apa pun, aku harap yg terbaik buat dia....

okes, pahang......tata for now !!!

My Life.....

I'm back from South Korea after almost a week doing something i love the most, travelling. To know the people, their culture, food, and interesting places.......i wished i can do more. i'm going to missed korea, but ironically i have no intention to be there again dalam masa terdekat ni. Kalau nak pergi pun, pi sendiri2....tak yah pakai package....Dalam hati, bergolak2 keinginan nak travel balik...but long holiday dalam masa terdekat ni is almost impossible!!!

Once the flight touched down the KLIA, i felt butterflies in my stomach....a lot of it..hahaha....and starting at that time, i'm struggling to cope with my job and study and personal things. Bermula dengan projek Pekan Fest at end of May yg perlu diambil alih, SMIDEX at early June....Final Exam yg baru lepas....Individual assignment yg perlu dihantar before 26th May, and out me go for outstation again for a week to Pekan Pahang, next week. Maybe i need to change my luggage..it almost worn out!!

I'm back and will be off again.....

Fuhhh....after more than 2 weeks tak berada di KL, have a strange feelings when i drove to the office today, felt like i'm not belongs here.....

Yupss...my worked at MSAM 2007, Kuantan. 6 days there, make me bored. nothing much at Kuantan but Ida Tengku ada....waaa..lama sungguh x jumpa dia....1st night, after worked, we all pi umah mak dia.....hahha..mana tahu, dapat makan malam and dapat citer hantu...skit punya meremang bulu roma aku dengar citer mak dia...lagi horror dari "Jgn Pandang Belakang"....masa balik nak dekat kul 1 malam tu, haha...seperti yang Kak Long dia cakap, aku dapat "welcome greetings" bila kereta aku berbau nasi hangit dalam 5 minit right after tinggalkan umah mak dia....and last day, aku pi tengok wayang kat Megamall Kuantan, Wild Hogs after makan dekat Tanjung Lumpur....hahhaa...sikit punya jauh org KL tgk wayang!! almost 4 am, baru balik umah and tido and straight kul 9 pagi, aku bangun and drove dari Kuantan ke Taiping....fuhh....1st time drive lama and jauh camtuh sorang2.....

Taiping.....jika tidak aku kena gantikan Cory meeting di Penang pada 30 Apr ari tuh..musti aku x leh balik Kampung...waaa..rindunya Tepeng!!!! lepak2 abiskan cuti panjang....

and now, while writing this blog, i just have another 5 days to be in KL before i take another long journey away from KL for a week....

Yes!! Yes!!! Feel Like a Bird....

I'm out of KL for a week!!!

Kuantan .....Wait for me ahhhh!!! (working aka leisure mood). That's why i love doing this kind of job... i work and in the same time boleh jalan-jalan makan angin!!!

Bertanya pada diri......Beban yang dicari

Peristiwa semalam membuatku berfikir dan bertanya pada diri sendiri....

Takut disakiti dan dibebani oleh sesuatu....maka meminta pada Allah akan dijauhkan darinya....Allah memperkenannya....tapi hati masih meronta-ronta bertanya, jikalah, jika....keadaan sebaliknya......

Tamaknya manusia, tamaknya aku....Meminta dijauhkan beban tapi jauh disudut hati masih mahu memikulnya.....Meminta luka dihati disembuhkan, tapi masih mencari sebab untuk melukannya kembali......

Manusia amat sukar difahami......aku juga tak memahami diri sendiri.....