Pride & Prejudice

Gossshhh.....i wish somebody buat filem berdasarkan novel ni..it will be great, coz story dia mmg bagus. Itu yg aku harapkan bila habis baca buku ni lebih kurang 12-13 tahun dulu. hahaha....i got the book as a present after winning a competition which i can't remember anymore during my school time.

Film ini dibuat berdasarkan dari buku Jane Austen. Pernah dibuat filem for the first time on 1995 but i just watched the second remake on 2005. And due to certain limitations, aku hanya berjaya tgk filem yg aku tunggu2 ni selepas setahun lebih ia ditayangkan.

Synopsis:

The story follows the Bennet sisters, a group of fine young women who, with the assistance of an overbearing mother, are in search of appropriate men to marry. Only the father seems immune to the high drama going on in the household as Mother Bennet strategizes over how to get her brood married off.
Elizabeth (Keira Knightley) is the defiant one of the bunch, struggling against class restrictions and only wanting to marry for love.
She meets up with the taciturn Mr. Darcy (Matthew Macfadyen) and is both repulsed and attracted to the wealthy gentleman. As the two are forced together in various social situations, Darcy soon wises up to the fact he’s smitten with the fair Elizabeth. Meanwhile Elizabeth rejects a foppish suitor, becomes enamored with Darcy’s enemy, and watches her sisters fall in and out of love before ultimately giving into the fact she and Darcy are meant for one another.

Hahah.....its a great story afterall. The story suits the title. Because of prejudice, people will misjudge others. Beause of pride, people tend to hide their feelings.

SOMETIMES THE LAST PERSON ON EARTH YOU WANT TO BE WITH IS THE ONE PERSON YOU CAN'T BE WITHOUT

Long Lost Friends Reunion Week

Last Week was the best week ever.......Perjumpaan dengan rakan-rakan lama.....
1st Reunion: Started with a sms from Sab and bla..bla..bla.....kami jumpa di Mid Valley khamis last week. Aku, Sab, Awin and Gore. Osmet semasa di Penang. Dah hampir 3 tahun kami x jumpa after aku ditransfer ke seberang and diorang habis belajar di USM. Cuma Alin, Kak Ruby and Aini yg takder. How i missed them so much. Bila hujung minggu, kami lepak2 di kedai nasi Kandar Kayu dengan berteman segelas teh tarik pada pukul 1 pagi, di dinginkan angin laut malam Padang Kota Lama dan memandu Kelisaku melihat aktiviti malam di Lebuh Campbell ..... I guess my friends, we will have more great experience together, here in KL !

2nd Reunion: I knew this young man, someone from my past. He knew me too, from the way he looked at me. Goshhh......Din. Apa yg hang buat kat sini ? Last year, i bumped to him at Penang. Dia kerja berdekatan dengan officeku di Penang selepas habis Master di USM. Tapi apa yg dia buat di stesen minyak Petronas Simpang? Aku kerja kat sini sebulan lepas, sementara. Tapi kenapa? Aku baru sembuh sakit, sakit yg memaksa aku berenti kerja.

Hahaha.....i'm a bad, bad, bad friend. Lepas aku keluar dari SMTM utk bersekolah di SMTI after PMR, aku dah lost contact dengan bebudak di SMTM. Tidak sengaja atau disengajakan, aku juga lupa.

Dia tdk secerah dulu lagi, mukanya semakin cenkung, senyumnya tidak seriang dulu lagi dan pandangannya padaku bagaikan mengatakan betapa aku bertuah dan dia tidak. My, how can i be so lucky if u think u are not. Jika boleh, aku ingin bersemuka dgn org yg buat hang sakit. Jika aku tahu lebih awal, aku akan membantu semasa sakit. Jika aku tahu, aku akan menemankan hang seperti hang temankan aku dulu. Jika aku tahu, aku akan berikan hang galakkan seperti yg hang buat dulu....Jika aku tahu.....

Maafkan aku sahabat, aku tidak boleh mengubah apa yg telah berlaku. Tapi mulai hari ini, aku berjanji utk sentiasa ada bila-bila masa yang diperlukan.

Gambate Kudasai! Aja! Aja! Fighting.....Insyaallah, everything is going to be alright, once again.

REFLECTION

Look at me

You may think you see

Who I really am

But you’ll never know me

Every day, is as if I play apart

Now I see

If I wear a mask

I can fool the world

But I can not fool my heart

Who is that girl I see

Staring straight back at me?

When will my reflection show

Who I am inside?

I am now in a world where

I have to hide my heart

And what I believe in

But somehow

I will show the world

What’s inside my heart

And be loved for who I am

Who is that girl

I see staring straight back at me?

Why is my reflection

Someone I don’t know?

Must I pretend that i’m someone else for all time?

When will my reflection show

Who I am inside?

There’s a heart that must be free to fly

That burns with a need

To know the reason why

Why must we all conceal

What we think

How we feel

Must there be a secret me

I’m forced to hide?

I won’t pretend that i’m someone else

For all time

When will my reflections show

Who I am inside?

Burung Kecil.....

Beranikah burung kecil itu terus terbang
Terbang ke tempat yang ia juga tidak pasti akan sampai
Tidak pasti hingga bila ia perlu melanyah di udara
Tidak pasti adakah arahnya juga betul
Tapi yang ia pasti tempat itu adalah tempat yang ia mahu

Ia terbang tempuh angin
Tempuh hujan
Tempuh panas
Terlalu lama ia terbang
Terlalu banyak rintangan

Kadang kala, burung kecil itu hampir berputus asa
Tempat yang dituju tak kunjung tiba
Tempat ia bermula tak terjangkau untuk kembali
Kiri, kanan, atas dan bawah
Hanyalah langit putih...
Penatnya hingga sampai ketika
Tangis dan semangatnya tidak dapat lagi membujuk hati
Hinggakan jika diikut hati....hanya ingin berhenti mengepak
Jatuh mengikut angin.........mati

Tapi itu bukan jalan akhirnya..
Sesekali bukan
Oleh itu...terbanglah burung kecil
Terbang walau sepayah manapun...
Walau sepenat dan sesakit manapun..
Walau perlu menangis..perlu meraung
Hati perlu butuh untuk terbang
Terbang hingga tempat yang dituju tiba
Jika terpaksa jatuh mengikut angin ...jatuhlah tapi bukan kerna memilihnya

Digital Homes : World Habitat Day 2006 Appreciation Luncheon

Lunch anybody? I mean free lunch......rugi2 saper yg tak ikut lunch today at cyberviewlodge hosted by MCMC....All people yg sepatutnya pergi termasuk my boss tiada hari ni...and i'm alone from GM forced to attend it. Luckily Juanda from SmartSchool pun nak lari dari bos dia and Ika yg aku tarik sekali utk temankan aku (sorry ya geng) sudi nak temankan aku...

My..My....the food mmg best....and lunch tu mmg santai...i thought formal sangat...thanks God! Alhamdulillah.

and guest what!! after lunch, kita org straight a way, dragging Juanda with us jalan-jalan di MMU....It changed a lot......But i still remember semua jalan, bilik kuliah and food court yg pernah ada aku dan kawan2 aku dulu.....but now it filled with unfamiliar faces....and all memories once again buried when we left.

My Lovely Kim Sam Soon

I loved this drama so muchhh......coz it give real life feeling. Banyak scene dalam drama ini dan skrip yg diolah dengan baik juga meninggalkan ingatan yg baik selepas habis menontonnya.

Synopsis:
My Name Is Kim Sam-soon" was embraced by Korean women from all walks of life who ponder the meaning of life.What made this drama stand out so much from all others? The main character Sam Soon can relate to most women's situations here, and the actress Kim Sun Ah playing her is not stick thin either.

The drama started with 29-year-old Sam Soon catching her boyfriend having an affair at a hotel. She ends up crying her eyes out in the men's bathroom. A man walks in on her and without a stitch of sympathy accuses her of being a pervert.

This mystery man, Jin Hoon, the male lead of the drama, comes from a rich family and owns a French restaurant, which is where Sam Soon applies for her job to bake cakes. Although the job interview doesn't go according to plan (she throws her taster cake in Jin Hoon's face) she still lands the job. Sam Soon begins making cakes and chocolates that are filled with love, sorrow and tears -- a symbol of everything going on in her life.

After her shocking break up she feels empty, and turning to food, puts on an extra 7 kilograms. She says, "I'm not crying because of him. I'm crying because of love. I knew that love could be nothing even if it was totally mine.Living as a spinster in Korea increases the burden that older women have to carry in society. However, she doesn't try to hide her anxieties and eccentricities. She remains true to herself.

Much to our surprise, Sam Soon falls in love again -- with Jin Hoon. The two characters build a love-hate relationship, representing the typical Korean couple. The rest, as they say, was history.

My favourite scenes:

1. Bila Kim Sam Soon dalam bas, menangis kerana dia rasa yang dia masih cintakan ex dia.
"I didn't realize how ridiculous his promises were to me then.If he didn't make them, I might be feeling better now.Even though I knew it was a lie. I hate myself for believing his lies.Looking at his heartless eyes, I hate myself for yearning for him.And I hate my self reproaching. Losing love is like losing your self respect".

2. Bila semua pekerja restoran yg perempuan berkumpul di kedai selepas keluar dari pub and Captain Jang going through the reasons why there are no men out there.
No 1 Nice men...are ugly
No 2 Good looking men...are jerks
No 3 Good looking and nice men...are married
No 4 Good looking, nice and unmarried men...are useless
No 5 Good looking, nice, unmarried and rich men...are not interested in us
No 6 Good looking, nice, unmarried, rich men who are interested in us.... are flirts
No 7 Good looking, nice, unmarried, rich men who are interested in us and faithful...are gay
No 8 Good looking, nice, unmarried, rich men who are interested in us and faithful and heterosexual and would not lose interest in us even if we are the one who make the first moves...these men must be crazy!

3. Bila Sam Soon bersedih selepas tahu yang Jin Hoon cintakan ex-girlfriend dia.
Sam Soon sees her father and laments to him about her yet again failed relationship"I thought I wouldn't cry over a man again. I thought I wouldn't have to do this after I turned 30. I wouldn't feel my heart skip a beat, or stay up all night to wait for a call, do you know how tiring that is? I just want to find a man who likes me, and not break my heart; I just want to lead a simple life,that's all. What is going on, I feel this chill. I am falling for a man again. If only if my heart is a little stronger dad, I wish my heart as hard as a stone so I don’t feel hurt."

4. Bila dia berangan yg dia pandai menari and try to seduce Jin Hoon but at the end..hahah..

5. When Jin Hoon sleeps on Sam Soon stomach as a pillow

and many more..just too fun to watch it ..jin hoon is soooooooo cute!!!! OST pun besttttt

APA KATA TENTANG CINTA

CINTA......sejak promo tentang CINTA mula keluar, semua orang bercerita tentangnya....when i saw the preview....i already set a standard for that film, lagipun sebelum tu ada tgk SAD MOVIE, filem korea yg lebih kurang macam cerita CINTA, best. But after i watched it, it turned me down. I still didnt like it even after all good comments given by everybody else. But it still a good movie. Bila kita tgk cerita tu, we can see how everybody around us actually fall in love and end it in many ways and how they interprate and treasure it.


APA KATA AYAH TENTANG CINTA

In my family, there is a rule set by my ayah that his son and daughter can be friends to opposite gender but no couple-couple thing till we finish our SPM. We only allow to involve in "love business" when we in Uni and we can freely discuss about it with my ayah and mak.
One day, during my semester break when i was 18, i shared with them my updated and latest news. I'm in love!!! I still remember how happy i was back then. And my motivational ayah gave a word. Love doesn't mean you give everything to them in one shot. Love is when you share and treasure throughout the time. Love can make us be better or worse. hehehe...My ayah can be so romantic!!
When the relationship ended, sekali lagi ayah memberitahu aku. Jangan sesekali kalah dengan cinta, jangan tunduk dengan rasa kecewa.

Mungkin kerana kata-kata itu, sehingga kini walau pelbagai perspektif dan pengalaman aku dengan cinta, aku tahu, selagi aku masih berpegang kepada kata-katanya, i will treasure my love life.
Thanks Ayah for your wise advice!!

Love like you've never been hurt before
Dance like no one is looking
Work like you don't need the money
Sing like no one is listening
Live like today is the last day



APA KATA MAK TENTANG CINTA

My emak is prettier than me...she has fair skin, mata sepet, always smiling, comel, so friendly and talkative.

No wonder mak banyak peminat. But she said, its not really a love story coz ex-boyfriends dia tak berani nak ajak keluar pun coz my opah mmg garang. Just letak surat cinta bawah pinggan after makan and my mak akan ambil masa nak kemas (my tok run a restaurant). But at the end dia kawen dengan ayah,family arrange kan. Dia tak kenal and pernah jumpa ayah, cuma sekeping gambar hingga selepas majlis pertunangan.

However, she always told us how lucky she is to have my ayah to be her husband. Emak akan selalu cakap, CINTA boleh disemai perlahan2, CINTA adalah untuk belajar menerima kesilapan, kelemahan dan kelebihan masing2. CINTA tidak mencari kesempurnaan tetapi keredhaan.
Mak, dun worry so much about ur daughter. i meet many nice and good person. But for now, i still want to search for "him". Please pray for me. Love ya!!!


APA KATA AKU TENTANG CINTA

Love can be a many splendid thing
Has another joy you bring
A dozen roses Diamond rings
Dreams for sale
And fairy tales
It'll make you hear a symphony
And you'll just want the world to see
But like a drunk that makes you blind
It'll fool you every time

The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
Gets stronger than your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesn't care how fast you fall
And you can't refuse the call
See you've got no say at all

Now I was just a once a fool it's true
I played the game by all the rules
But now my world's a deeper blue
I'm sadder but
I'm wiser too
I swore I'd never love again
I swore my heart would never mend
Said love wasn't worth the pain
But then I hear it call my name

Every time I turn around
I think I've got it all
My heart keeps callin
And I keep on fallin
Over and over again
This set story always ends the same
Me standin in the pouring rain
It seems no matter what I do
It tears my heart in two

My Sunshine !!!!

Happy...Happy like a bee......mengingatkannya senyum takkan menghilang, hati akan berbunga....segala masalah akan hilang......Bila matahari menjengah

Bosan tahap melampau kat event 3 hari di PWTC baru-baru ni....apa masalahnya organizer tu, crowd yang dijanjikan tak seperti yg sepatutnya.......exhibitor tgk muka exhibitor yg lain.....Merayap kat semua booth exhibitor yg lain, singgah ke booth Tun Hussein Onn Eye hospital....At first, nak tanya pasal pakej Lasik yg ditawarkan hospital terbabit...Mak aii...RM3000 for both eyes.....Pakai cermin mata atau contact lense saje le jawabnya.......

Tapi itu tak semahal apa yg aku jumpa kat booth tu...My Sunshine.....hehe...kalau tak mengingatkan diri yg RM3000 is too much....mesti aku dah sign up for that package just because My Sunshine was promoted it.....Eager sangat nak kenal dia.....asked for his business card dengan alasan kalau-kalau ubah fikiran nak sign up for that package....and the worse thing was....try ambik gambar dia secara curi2...hahahah.....budus...budus....macam jadi budak kecil balik rasanya......and because i'm no longer a small kids, i just managed to get his picture dengan pertolongan budak2 promoter celcom....my..my....even gambar tu blur...but saper peduli, aku x....thanks ye adik-adik...

Dan dengan bangganya send an email telling ika and siti about it.....BUT RIGHT NOW ...i'm much more eager to know how and where on earth ika kenal My Sunshine only by giving her seciput information about him...his name...and ika already can tell a lot about him.......Ika, x da ka org dalam KL ni yg hang tak kenal?? hehehe..better u tell me later

Aquarius...Aku terbang bebas seperti burung

Pindah kerja ke Kuala Lumpur....terlalu banyak soalan dilontarkan, mengapa? Aku hanya tersenyum...mencuba udara baru, ku balas.

Mengapa aku berpindah? Mengapa aku ke KL? Bukan aku mahu ke KL sebenarnya kerana aku akan rindu akan bau laut tetapi kerana kerja baru yg ingin ku cuba ini hanya ada di HQ..Mengapa kerja ini yang ingin ku cuba? kerana aku merasakan ia adalah satu batu loncatan atau salah satu cara utk aku memenuhi impian ku...


Aku ingin menjadi burung...terbang bebas..aku rasa itu adalah cita2 pertamaku apabila kecil...Terbang ke tempat baru setiap hari..membuka mata dan tutupnya mata setiap hari di suasana dan udara yg berlainan....Aku masih mempunyai impian itu hingga kini...cuma tidak lagi bercita2 menjadi burung...tapi masih mengimpikan kebebasan yg sama...

Mungkin juga kerana aku telah terbiasa untuk tidak tetap berada di sesuatu tempat lebih lama dari 4 tahun....Dari kecil, aku akan berpindah dari satu tempat ke satu tempat yg lain mengikut ayah....3 sekolah rendah, 3 sekolah menengah, 2 tempat di university..semuanya tidak melebihi 2-3 tahun...

Mungkin kerana tahi lalat di tapak kaki yg menarik perhatian sesiapa sahaja yg terpandang dari memberitahuku....aku akan pergi jauh.....aku akan tinggal jauh dari tempat asalku...tapi setakat ini yg paling jauh ku pergi hanyalah Indonesia......

Hanya kerana aku adalah aku....aku masih mengimpikan impian yg sama....dan perpindahan ini adalah langkah pertama untuk terbang lebih jauh....Dunia di luar sana sedang menantikan...

God, Give Me More time

Tahap busan yang melampau....tercapai satu cd lama citer jepun...1998 punya citer..masa isu AIDS hangat diperkatakan... walau dah 3-4 kali tgk citer ni....tapi coz soundtrack dia best dan citer dia sedey gaks..plus hero dia mmg hencem...

sebenarnya bukan hanya isu AIDS yang cuba diketengahkan....tapi bagaimana dua watak dalam cerita ini....bergantung antara satu sama lain sebagai matlamat untuk terus hidup....Jika diikutkan....mmg salah caranya...kerana bergantung kepada manusia untuk dijadikan matlamat hidup..kerana manusia akan mati....jika manusia yang kita jadikan matlamat itu mati sebelum kita..maka adakah matlamat kita juga akan berakhir?.. tentu tidak munasabah...

hehehe..tapi yang saya suka citer ini ialah citer ni sedey...kesian kat hero tu...dah ditakdirkan orang kesayangan dia sebelum ini sakit dan mati....oleh itu dia takut nak menyayangi orang lain.....tapi nak jadi citer..dia jatuh cinta dengan seorang pesakit AIDS.....yang dia tahu akan mati akhirnya....tgk citer ni....teringat lagu yang dinyanyikan oleh Ronan Keating ....

"If Tomorrow Never Comes"

Sometimes late at night
I lie awake and watch her sleeping
She's lost in peaceful dreams
So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark
And the thought crosses my mind
If I never wake up in the morning
Would she ever doubt the way I feel
About her in my heart

If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face this world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

'Cause I've lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much she means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel

If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face this world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

So tell that someone that you love
Just what you're thinking of
If tomorrow never comes

Emhhh.....Jika manusia tahu bila hidupnya akan berakhir.....tentu sahaja dia tidak akan leka dengan dunia...

Hati itu ibarat kain putih ..sampai waktunya ia di warnakan .....kadangkala warna itu perlu dilunturkan kembali...jika diguna bahan peluntur, tentu lebih cepat, tapi cepat pula koyaknya......jika tidak.....cucilah selalu..lambat..tapi pasti luntur akhirnya.....tetapi hati yang telah diwarnakan....walau diluntur warnanya.....pasti tidak akan kembali menjadi putih bersih....