A Student? No Longer !!!!

Hahahaha.......Haahahaha.......tepat jam 6 petang, 29 Mac 2008 lepas...Berakhirnya penantian dan lepasnya beban aku sebagai seorang pelajar !!! Perjalanan yang terlalu panjang...sometimes menyeksakan....hehehe.. sound like i'm actually attended a military course jer kan? but saper yg part timer study ni...musti setuju!!

But while driving back home... beside a big smile of mine... there was wrinkles in my forehead when a small voice in my head keep asking, what's next????

Just a ponder

Mengapa apabila seseorang menginginkan sesuatu yang lain dari yg lain, org akan terus melabelkannya sebagai bermimpi di siang hari atau berangan-angan atau mustahil atau kata2 lain yang sewaktu dengannya... Apakah maksud mustahil itu sebenarnya? Adakah ianya mengambarkan sesuatu yg tidak akan dapat diperolehi? atau sesuatu yg sukar tapi mungkin? Tapi bukankah ada yang berkata, tiada apa yang mustahil? Jadi di mana letaknya kategori keinginan seseorang pada sesuatu yg dikatakan"mustahil"? Atau adakah ianya hanya sesuatu yg sukar dicapai, tapi mungkin terjadi dengan usaha dan izin Allah? Maka tidak patut sesorang yg menginginkan sesuatu yg "mustahil" ini dipatahkan semangatnya...

There is a poem ...

From your eyes, I saw tears roll down and I realized that having a difficult life and crying at times... are not all that unpleasant

Unsuccessful love life ...what will u change if u can turns back times

To have a thought of driving without having any sounds from your car stereo freak me out. . Huhuhu..i’m really against silence while driving!!! Oh, ya… topic pagi ini di Hangat.fm membincangkan pasal putus cinta..hahaha … a right topic to recall back the conversations I had with my buddy previous month back…uhh…dah lama rupanya….

My buddy really in loved with this guy… she’s pretty, clever and kind person which without any doubt that other guys in university was lined up for her. But she chooses this guy and end up hurt. However, she is now happily married but talking back about those days, “If I can turns back times, I will not choose to love that man ever”. How about you? Nope…i dun intend to change anything.. That was my 1st replied to her. Why? (This question might pop out coz I’ve been known to have a long history of unfinished love business among my friends). Coz , I’ve done enough. I cried, I get angry, I win back, I reject, I cursed (opss), I forgive and some sort forget ... so nothing more left to be regret and if I can turns back time… I will do nothing to change.

Maybe she had something that doesn’t finished back then. Maybe, she can forget but never forgive… or may be it works the other way round… or actually the matter of finish or unfinished business we deal with… What is the perfect way to deal with this issue? Or there is actually no specific way that we can pick and apply from the text book? What say you?

p/s: To think again, if I really can turns back time…. There is 1 thing I wish to do… I want to give my ex, a really hard punch right to his chest!!! Hahaha .. That punch will be dedicated to my father for changing his mind to accept my ex when his instinct is actually right.

Hidup hari ini kerna pilihan yg kita mungkin buat...

Memandu balik dari kelas MBA pada hari sabtu lepas... lega kerana presentation yg menghantui selama 2 minggu itu telah berakhir... sambil melayan lagu dari radio Hangat.fm....tiba2 persoalan ini muncul...jika dalam satu masa, terdapat 2 pilihan yang dibuat... 1. Peluang untuk mengembara seluruh dunia 2. "Prince charming" waiting for me to say "i do" ... huhuhu....nak pilih mana ya? and without hesistance... i choose no. 1. and while having our dinner (my sister and me), i told her my thought ... and straight away, she said. " That is why you are still single and stop asking why you are not the one who get into 'i do" business". Yahh... maybe she is right... Maybe,the way you live your life now is based on choices that we may choose...are you?

Election !!!!

Election dah nak dekat.....semua orang bercakap pasal election...TV, radio, media cetak...semuanya citer pasal politik.... walaupun aku agak ignorance tentang politik..except for the election... berkobar2 nih!!! But i've become irritated bila wakil2 rakyat ni masa ni lah baru nak tunjuk muka....pastuh ramai plaks kekawan yg sibuk nak tanya hang sokong siapa ah? Pastuh sibuk nak tanya pendapat on certain parti... Parti A rasanya2 boleh ke memerintah nanti... nanti kalau memerintah, jadi "katak bawah tempurung plak" ini x leh, ini x leh... Tapi kalau sokong parti B...rasanya macam dah hilang seri coz dah lama.... agak2 tahun ni pasti A bley menang x? Walalaa .... apa yg susah2 sangat..apo yg pening2 sangat? tanya diri sendiri dan tgk ngan mata sendirilah....apa yg insan2 politik dan parti2 ni dah buat? based on that, buatlah keputusan... UNDI kan di tangan anda.. dan jgn gundah gulana kan diri... jika dengan 1 undi tu maybe x dapat mengubah tampuk memerintah negara... at least ngan 1 undi boleh ubah org yg memerintah di kawasan anda..jadi senyap2, pi lah mengundi ... jgn senyap2 x menjalankan tanggungjawab sebagai rakyat MALAYSIA!!

Terima Kasih, Sahabat

28 Tahun? Setahun lagi umur meningkat.....27 tahun yang berlalu adalah perjalanan hidup yang mengkagumkan.....Tahun yg akan datang, insyallah jika diizinkan Allah moga lebih diberkati. Tapi yang pasti, mempunyai sahabat-sahabat yang disayangi adalah pemberian Allah yang berharga. Terima kasih sahabat-sahabat semua...for all ur wishes and precious gifts. Thanks once again. Love u all...ahaksss ....

p/s: Memandangkan aku dah papa dek iPod Nano tu...I present all of u with roses and loves from my Oppa on my behalf. kekkeke

Obsesi Terbaru...ahakssss

My precious little gadjet that cost me half of my ASB Dividen this year....huhuhuh...so, i just can forget about having a new pair of super sexy and elegant high heel from Vincci+ and branded handbag from Sogo New Year sales!!!

Double Joy !!

2 of my younger cousins get married last week in one "kenduri", a history in our family and to our kampung. After some arguments, we sticked to the erlier plan. Konvoi reramai dalam hari yg sama ke 2 rumah pengantin perempuan, satu kat Parit and satu lagi di Ipoh. Dragging along pengantin Ipoh ke Parit dulu. iskk...mmg nampak kelakar, tapi jalan jerlah!!!

Pagi2 lagi, my Mak Ndak called asking me to be Driver Pengantin. Huh, mana ader driver Pengantin org Pompuan? Bawa 2 pengantin Lelaki plaks tuh.....and finally, 13 kereta memulakan perjalanan yg panjang untuk hari itu.....and pesan mak pengantin lelaki pada aku..bawa elok2 keter pengantin yer...ahaksss....terus aku jadi pemandu berhemah hari itu!!!

1st destination, Parit. it took us almost 3 hours to reach rumah pengantin perempuan. Tok Kadi dah tunggu nak dekat 30 min. Can't wait till all cars reached the house, Tok Kadi start lah majlis.....penuh satu umah dengan org tepeng....keter yg baru sampai, semua kena tunggu luar coz dah x muat umah. Cian Tok Kadi tu, try buat lawak ngan my cousin coz dia mmg nervous sangat but i think he just busy to focus on the akad. Selamat!!! semua bersedia nak makan.....tapi yg x bestnya...keter aku ngan 2 keter lagi kena bergegas ke Ipoh yg akan ambik masa dalam 2 jam lagi from Parit coz dah janji pengantin sampai kul 1 petang!

Lupa dengan motto pemandu berhemah...aku pecut bawa the other pengantin coz dia nak kena tukar baju lagi and jam dah nak dekat kul 12. Sampai dalam kul 1 petang, singgah di Masjid berdekatan dengan rumah pengantin perempuan, we stop to change. Yg sampai di masjid tu hanya keter aku ngan keter kakak pengantin. Yong, pandai ikat sampin biar ader bunga kat tepi ni x? asking my cousin. Dushhh...aku x kawen lagilah, and aper yg org pompuan tahu pasal ikat sampin??? semua pandang2 coz yg ader semua perempuan dan kanak2....dengan muka x malu, panggil sorang pak cik yg baru tongkat motor utk pi solat zuhur, minta ikatkan sampin! wallahh....nak jadi rezeki, pakcik tu terror plaks ikat sampin ader bunga2.....hahahaha..sampai kat rumah pengantin pompuan...hanya keter pengantin jer sampai....aku, adik pompuan aku,pengantin dan pengapit pengantin yg baru form 4...pengantin plaks pakai selipar, kasut kat keter lain....dengan kuasa aku sebagai org paling tua masa tuh...aku suruh dia duk jer dalam keter sampai keter lain sampai coz kalau dia turun jer...musti org start kompang.....x naya??? Apapun...semua selamat...walau sampai abis kenduri, hanya 9 kereta selamat sampai, 2 kereta tinggal kat Parit, 1 kereta lambat 1 jam coz sesat and 1 lagi x sampai2.

And esoknya adalah majlis kat belah lelaki (family kitaorang kat Kampung Pauh, Taiping)..hehehe..apapun, semua settle .....Alhamdulillah.

p/s: Teringat dengan keluhan adik perempuan aku dekat cousins kitaorang yg kawen arituh (diaorang sebaya dan hanya adik aku jer yg x kawen lagi dalam batch diorang. Naper korang kawen awal yer? Laki plaks tuh...tinggal aku sorang jer....Aku hanya tersenyum....dalam hati,"Welcome to my club, little sister!"

KUM - DREAM

I should've been blind, to keep me from loving you
Why did I see the beauty inside of you?
It's too late for me, you've already spread inside me
No matter how I try to wash and erase you, you spread all over my body
Slowly this pain makes me weary
I straighten my back, trying not to collapse
The world tells me I shouldn't dream
I don't be given any hope or love from you
I shouldn't be able to dream, so my breathing won't stop
Instead of leaving me here with you, take me away
I didn't dream, I would be able to live
When I start to dream, I start to love
And matter all become harder to bear
I straighten my back, trying not to collapse
The world tells me I shouldn't give
I won't be given any hope or love from you
From wanting you so much, I become greedy
Now I want to be happy
No matter how I try to give up on you
My eyes always stop when they see you, and dream
Slowly this pain makes me weary
I straighten my back, trying not to collapse
The world tells me I shouldn't dream
Any hope or love Won't be given to me

Ahakssss.....Fuhh ...dushhhhh ...an arrow straight to my heart ..blink.

Back Again From Monsoon Cup 2007

I'm back again to KL after 12 days away to Kuala Terengganu. Huhuhuh..it might be my last event coz next year, Group Marketing will no more exist! erkkk.....

Oh, ya! Terengganu.....Terengganu...besides the event itself, i loved Kuala Terengganu actually. For the sea..... i wish i can have my house there instead.... and i bet, i knew a lot of where to find good food at Terengganu (kalah jie!!...hehhehe) ....and not to forget, new friends so i can plan my next trip there with their help!! anybody, nak pi candat sotong next year? just inform me, k....

and for now, i'm enjoying my time at my "no work anymore" office ...and eargerly waiting for my year end trip ........hohohohoh ........

------Just me and the beach, relaxing-------

Are u Korean Drama/Movie Addicted

Just take a few seconds and answer these questions…



If u answer YES to most of it…Just admit that u are addicted to K-Drama/Movie!

Me?

Hahahaha…Yes, I am! I’m the hardcore! I just take 3-4 hours sleep and watch Korean drama/movie for most of my weekend. My laptop running 24/7 downloading but I’m not checking the fan-sub coz I have website which uploading Korean drama/movie with sub! Do I neglecting my responsibility? Yups, if talking lesser to my sister, and refuse to fulfill any invitation from my friends is consider irresponsible. And for the last question……emhhh….i’m not waiting for 2nd generation chaebol….but who can resist dreaming about one after u watched their drama…..but hey!! Prince charming do exist !!

Sleepless Night

Somehow through the days
I don't give in
I hide my tears
That wait within
Oh but then through sleepless nights
I cry again
Please end these sleepless nights for me

Monsoon Cup 2007 Side Recee

Fuhh...salah plan masa....haha...aku hampir teringgal flight aku pagi semalam...muka dah pucat....30 min sebelum flight berlepas...aku baru sampai KL Sentral and gate dah tutup....nasib dapat lepas...pastuh kena pi gate A7 plaks...ujung x ingat..Last call for passenger MH bla..bla to Kuala Terengganu....waaa....aku siap berlari ke gate A7...pedulilah apa org nak kata...bukan aku jumpa diorang dah......nasib sempat....tapi ngan muka merah & tercungap2....aku dengan izin Allah berjaya naik kapal terbang ke Terengganu.....Alhamdulillah....

Laut...Laut...waaaa...bestnya......Breakfast menghadap laut...Lunch menghadap laut....hahah..i'm in world's heaven .....If i can have this kind of life...I will not asked for more....

So, i will be in Terengganu for a week end of this month.....insyallah. Will learn something new, Sailing!!! So, Monsoon Cup 2007....Wait for me !!!

Aku Marah!!!

Aku rasa marah betoi!! Marah pagi2 nih!!! Aku tension ngan Rezzen......waaaa......aku tinggal 1 paper jer utk habiskan MBA aku yg dah dragging skit punya lama...lama x hingat !!! Aku mmg hangat ngan depa dari sebelum puasa....pastuh dia bley beritahu aku....last paper tu aku leh ambik Feb 2008!!!! Feb 2008???? waaaaaa........Gilos...Gilos....Gilossss

Aidilfitri 2007

Ini tahun ke 27 aku sambut Raya.....Harapnya masih diizinkan Allah untuk sambut Ramadhan dan Aidilfitri tahun hadapan.Emhhh...basically, raya tahun ni mmg sama jer ngan tahun sebelumnya......Tapi yg different skit ialah :

1. Tahun ni mak aku telah membeli set sofa baru yg agak "gah" tapi asyik bertutup ngan kain coz kucing kat umah asyik nak cakar..hehehe...x sesuai!! Langsir x jahit yg baru coz anak dara mak hanya sampai kat umah 2 hari sebelum raya.

2. Adik laki aku yg 2nd last kena marah ngan ayah aku 2 hari sebelum raya coz x balik straight ke umah dari hostel.....iskk..isskkk..merayap ngan kekawan dia kat ipoh

3. Tapi mamat tu jugalah yg tiba2 tahu anyam ketupat!! huhuhu....bukan apa, keluarga aku semua x reti anyam ketupat except ketupat palas....so, tahun ni kami ader ketupat nasi atas meja ngan kuah kacang..heheh

4. Tahun ni aku beli bunga api ngan mercun, so excitedlah kitaorang main memalam raya tuh....ngalah budak kecik!

5. Tahun ni banyak kuih raya coz aku ngan adik aku banyak main "tunjuk" kat KL.

6. Open House kat umah aku di raya ke-2 (mmg tradisi) ada terima kunjungan sanak saudara yg jauh yg tahun sebelumnya x pernah datang

7. Tapi yg teruknya ialah tahun ni, tiba2 makcik2 aku ngan pakcik aku even cousins aku sebok tanya bila nak makan "nasi minyak" aku...huhuhu...depa tahu x aku mmg x masak nasi minyak raya2 ni..hahaha.....cis2...aku tahulah cousin2 aku yg baya aku semua dah ader anak, yg tahun ni ngan next year nak kawen semua batch2 adik2 aku....huh!! tekanan btoi!

Ini gambo raya kami tahun ni ....







"Ayah aku tgk gambar ni dan tanya..agak2 bila nak tambah sorang lagi dalam gambar ni? hehee..aku ngan tersengihnya....nanti no. jadi ganjil...x lawa!!! dushhhh"

Buka Pose 2007 -Cyberview Lodge-

Rasanya ini tahun ke-2 geng2 kitaorang berkumpul untuk berbuka pose .....last year, buat di rumah Aini.....mostly semuanya ada..tapi tahu ni, nampaknya hanya kami berlima sahaja.....Aku + adik beradik, jie and family, Farah and family, ika and siti....Punya cari tempat nak berbuka pose, end up, kitaorang berkumpul kat Cyberview Lodge.....not bad...the food was good..the view..muhahaha..best2...lain kali boleh pergi lagi.....sembang+ makan + melayan kerenah bebudak kecik aka anak jie + Farah....lupa nak snap gambo....ini jer yg ader utk kenangan.....


- Fahim & Muadz....Sugar collecter !! -


- Hai! Saya Ziyad -


- 2 Ibu orang + 1 Wife to be + 2 Single Mingle Lady -

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Busannya...Busannya!!!! Khamis, Jumaat.....Isnin, Selasa, Rabu....waaaa...Boleh mati busan nih!!!!!

Shopping Raya!!!

Huhuhu...ramainya orang!!! Panas plaks tuh!!! Sedapnya kalau dapat minum teh-O-ais!!...hahahah...dugaan di bulan pose + galak pi shopping raya last sunday!!!

After 30 min keluar awal sebab x dapat jawab 2 sub-soalan paper Entrepreneur last saturday....so, kira nak lepas geram pi shopping raya on sunday. So, pergilah dengan adikku dan Fiza, opismate. Park keter kat opis, naik train pi Masjid Jamek, maka bermulalah journey kitaorg menyelit dan berebut dengan org2 ramai yg mempunyai tujuan yg sama...Dari masjid jamek ke Jalan TAR, Pertama , SOGO...aduhhh..semuanya diredah. At the end of the day, aku manage beli 1 selendang bling2 yg nak di match ngan baju bling2 aku ...angkut 2 tudung bawal and earing...heh!!! ader kaitan ker? Tapi yg pastinya, x leh lawan fiza yg telah mengangkut hampir 8 helai tudung!! Hang nak jual balik ka Fiza??

Pengajaran yg aku dapat.....Baju raya kedua aku akan di beli di tempat ber aircond!!! Yes!!!

Just 2 Steps & I already Stumbled

Do i need to stop or just ignore it and making another step?

"Obstacles are those frightful things you see when you take your eyes off the goal." -Hannah More