Is it heaven's way of telling me ....

I'm freaking out knowing the possibility you will be away ... for 2 years anytime from now, fixed to be just around a corner... i've tried to hold to any opportunity comes ..but seems everything going the opposite way... I'm asking for an answer to my "impossibe" wish longing for you... Is this the answer heaven's gave me ? Just let him go, my dear... he's not yours and never be yours....it's time to let him go...