My Soulmate .. The Land of Morning Calm

How do you know that you are in love with someone?
1. You want to know everything about them and their ways from all angles.
2. You want to introduce them to everyone and to show them what you have found and
are developing together.
3. You always want to talk about them to your friends.
4. You spend as much time as possible with each other, and don't want to be apart.
5. You think to yourself "If no one is perfect, I'd like to know what his/her
imperfectiona are!
6. You can't help but smile when you see him/her.
7. You're confident around them and not scared to talk to them.
8. You're not scared to admit you love them.
9. You'll desperately look around for him or her.
10.You become very happy when you found something similiar with him or her.
11.You constantly want to be with him or her

I guess i'm in love ..with South Korea.. uhuksss

Sukau dan Udang

Aghhh...benci...benci.... benci bila ada event yang diorganized by SKMM.... kekeke ... can't blame them too coz event usually related to org besar.. but due to that... event selalu last minit confirm... huhuhu.. i do hate it...

So, in 2 weeks before the end of 2009 year... i end it with my trip to Sukau twice... if sesiapa x tahu pasal sukau like me... Sukau adalah salah satu kawasan dalam daerah Kinabatangan, Sabah... kalau parlimen, under Bung Mokhtar "kenal?" kekke... Flight from KL to Sandakan ...took us 3 hours... From Sandakan to Sukau by 4 wheels drive took us another 2- 2.30 hours more.... aghh... what a long and tiring journey ....

Tapi yg menggembirakan ialah.....udang sungai dia...besar gilerr and murah sangat!!!! ketam pun kalau biasa kat semenanjung sekilo RM25 tapi kat sana RM5 jerrr...mana x angkut bawa balik!!! 1st trip bawa balik 1 kg udang serta 2 kg ketam... and second trip 4 kg Udang...hahah .... mmg tiap2 hari selama 2 minggu menu udang bakar + cheese ....layan!!!!

and ... i will start my new year with a trip ..all the way to Beijing... expecting a cold and white snow... :)

A Question to My Life

I’ve been looking around me
Yet I see nothing
I’ve been running for this long
Yet I reached nowhere
Familiar faces I see
The same path I walk
The dream I dreamed for
Suddenly turn strange and unrecognized
What have I done for half of my presence on earth?
Will I live the same life for the rest of the time left?
It hurts if I say yes …
Unsatisfied if i agree...
And I’m sad …

Still, I have no answer for this question
Or I have the answer but not the way to break away
I’m confused, I’m scared
I stood alone, in darkness, crying
Still …like a small girl lost his way home

An Alien ...i was

I really wish that I can be back to the time when I still believed that I’m an alien. I wish i'm not belong to this confusing world. Someday, I can be away to the place where I’m supposed to be. Far away…

Shining Star

I’m a foolish person, they told
To fall in love with a star like you
I can’t have you, never
So stop dreaming
Stop being in a fantasy land

You will never notice me among many
I love you, they all love you too
I will do anything, they done everything
There is no way to reach you or to have you
Coz you are shining star desired by others

Break me away, will ya!
From this foolish heart longing for you
Get me out, will ya!
From this crazy world of mine full of you
Let me stop, will ya!
From loving you more and more

So I can stand and think right again
Live and breathe the same air like others
Talking about something someone can understand
Crying over something worth being cried for
Happy for something others can share
And all can happen
As long as it’s not you that I wishing for
As long as it’s not you a Shining Star

Shining star, Even if you are
For me you are just someone I fall in love with
You are also someone who will love
The words impossible does exist
But miracle does happens
I pray that miracle is you...Someone I love

......END

Let's save the world!!!
Huh ....can't even protect a heart from being hurt

Let's change the world !!!
aghh ...even a heart can't be change

The world must be funny then …
Tskkk …tskkkk .....you are one funny man indeed

Hahahaha …ya!!!

Huh?

RUN!!!!!!!

비

비 .. 비 .. 오고있다 .. 하지만 내게

난 포기

당신이 수원 ... ... 난 포기.....내가 제공하는 아무것도 없어 ....내 사랑 만으론 충분하지 않아

The most peaceful place on earth...

Is where I’m the nearest to You … Everything is put behind ….only my love, my regrets, my pray, my undivided heart to You… Nothing else … No one else.. Now, I understand why some of them waiting for their end… to be with You.....

My wary heart … wondering around far from You… I’m missing the peaceful place where my heart stays close to You …

Before the Last Train Leaves

Please fetch me before the last train leaves…coz I’ve been waiting for you at the station from dawn… My eagerness of waiting you now being replace with worry… My eyes get teary whenever it can’t find you from the group of passengers that arrive … and every inch of my soul keeps dying when the trains leave with empty seats without you… So, do show up and fetch me…. Please do so before the last train leaves…

A Short Story

Yes, it’s indeed a short story of me to you… but my heart is longing for you for a long time, and maybe forever.

My Vow To You

Who was he for you?
He was my dream comes true. I once loved and treasured him and when he left I kept my love to him as a story. There was no regret and no new hopes as it just a star felled in my laps to begin with, I just fortunate.
Who am I to you?
You… You are someone I wish and longing for. Someone I pray to god to have. The very second I fall for you; I set my heart only for you. Even how unreachable you for me, how impossible you can be but I take even small steps out of time to close the gap between us. If someday I have to end this without you be mine, it must be God’s best arrangement for both of us. But till the day comes, you are someone that I can’t let go and give up.

My Past

Someone told me that I’ve been living in my past. I really wish his word was true coz it’s something that you can overcome with the future. But the truth is, I still breathing due to past. So, I can’t let past by pass.

Promising happiness

He was once promised me that happiness will waiting for me ahead, a better guys will loved me more than he was. A price for shattered first love, words from a heart breaker whose playing Mr. Nice guy. For 10 years waiting for the promised to be true, till no more tears to be shed. Suddenly a mature I knock out my innocent and foolish me away, happiness is not something that you can wait for it to come. It’s something you need to find by yourself.

Is it heaven's way of telling me ....

I'm freaking out knowing the possibility you will be away ... for 2 years anytime from now, fixed to be just around a corner... i've tried to hold to any opportunity comes ..but seems everything going the opposite way... I'm asking for an answer to my "impossibe" wish longing for you... Is this the answer heaven's gave me ? Just let him go, my dear... he's not yours and never be yours....it's time to let him go...

Still running

Running.... I still running ... I've been running since forever ... and lately, i've been tired of running.... but i can't stop ...not yet ... i have no destination...or times allow me to... but for a while... i need a rest.....sometimes ... so, now here i am .... before i'm gone again...

Running Away from Reality ...

Pangkor dan ceritanya....

Perancangan untuk ke Pulau Redang terpaksa dibatalkan... dan cuti panjang yang dipohon, diteruskan... jadi kami hanya ke Pulau Pangkor yang terletak hanya 1 jam perjalanan dari Ipoh

Jadi aku dan Ani (sahabat lama sekampung) bertolak dari Ipoh kira2 11 pagi. Sampai di Lumut pada 12 tgh hari dan terus menaiki bot ke Pulau Pangkor. Selepas makan tgh hari dan solat zohor... we all pun ready untuk terjun ke laut ... wahhhh … tanpa menghiraukan terik mentari yg membakar …kami terus menjadikan acara renang sebagai pilihan utama sehingga kira2 pukul 4 petang, kecut, kedut semua jari2 tangan dan kaki...

Dek kesian pada pakcik bot, kami menaiki bot utk island hoping ... and singgah di Coral Island selama 1 jam utk berenang lagi!! Di sinilah ceritanya bermula... Peringatan untuk sesiapa yang berenang di laut semasa air tgh pasang....sentiasa berhati2 dengan paras air anda... tempat yg sama mungkin tidak sama lagi dalam hanya 2-3 minit... 2-3 minit sebelumnya, masih dapat berdiri menginjak tanah tanpa disedari selepas itu tidak lagi... cehhh ....hampir nak lemas dibuatnya !!! and nak dijadi cerita ...kamera plaks terjun dalam laut bersama2 aku masa nak naik bot !! wahh.....abis kamera kesayangan aku!!! Tapi apa pun ... alhamdulillah..gambar yang diambil dapat diselamatkan.... and this cute picture captured was priceless.... A family yg maybe x leh berenang semuanya ....buat satu barisan panjang and berenang sambil bergantung pada pelampung kura2..hahah ...comel!!!

Life like Flowing River

Life is a journey. There are times to have no clue where we are going and to want to stop.In those times, one should live just for today just like a flowing river.To stop for a while and have a rest when it is hard to go on, that is life.

My Soul Listen to "Let It Be Me"

I bless the day I found you

I want to stay around you

And so I beg you, let it be me

Don't take this heaven from one

If you must cling to someone

Now and forever, let it be me

Each time we meet love

I find complete love

Without your sweet love

what would life be

So never leave me lonely

Tell me you love me only

And that you'll always let it be me

Each time we meet love

I find complete love

Without your sweet love

what would life be

So never leave me lonely

Tell me you love me only

And that you'll always---let--it be--me