비

비 .. 비 .. 오고있다 .. 하지만 내게

난 포기

당신이 수원 ... ... 난 포기.....내가 제공하는 아무것도 없어 ....내 사랑 만으론 충분하지 않아

The most peaceful place on earth...

Is where I’m the nearest to You … Everything is put behind ….only my love, my regrets, my pray, my undivided heart to You… Nothing else … No one else.. Now, I understand why some of them waiting for their end… to be with You.....

My wary heart … wondering around far from You… I’m missing the peaceful place where my heart stays close to You …

Before the Last Train Leaves

Please fetch me before the last train leaves…coz I’ve been waiting for you at the station from dawn… My eagerness of waiting you now being replace with worry… My eyes get teary whenever it can’t find you from the group of passengers that arrive … and every inch of my soul keeps dying when the trains leave with empty seats without you… So, do show up and fetch me…. Please do so before the last train leaves…

A Short Story

Yes, it’s indeed a short story of me to you… but my heart is longing for you for a long time, and maybe forever.

My Vow To You

Who was he for you?
He was my dream comes true. I once loved and treasured him and when he left I kept my love to him as a story. There was no regret and no new hopes as it just a star felled in my laps to begin with, I just fortunate.
Who am I to you?
You… You are someone I wish and longing for. Someone I pray to god to have. The very second I fall for you; I set my heart only for you. Even how unreachable you for me, how impossible you can be but I take even small steps out of time to close the gap between us. If someday I have to end this without you be mine, it must be God’s best arrangement for both of us. But till the day comes, you are someone that I can’t let go and give up.

My Past

Someone told me that I’ve been living in my past. I really wish his word was true coz it’s something that you can overcome with the future. But the truth is, I still breathing due to past. So, I can’t let past by pass.

Promising happiness

He was once promised me that happiness will waiting for me ahead, a better guys will loved me more than he was. A price for shattered first love, words from a heart breaker whose playing Mr. Nice guy. For 10 years waiting for the promised to be true, till no more tears to be shed. Suddenly a mature I knock out my innocent and foolish me away, happiness is not something that you can wait for it to come. It’s something you need to find by yourself.

Is it heaven's way of telling me ....

I'm freaking out knowing the possibility you will be away ... for 2 years anytime from now, fixed to be just around a corner... i've tried to hold to any opportunity comes ..but seems everything going the opposite way... I'm asking for an answer to my "impossibe" wish longing for you... Is this the answer heaven's gave me ? Just let him go, my dear... he's not yours and never be yours....it's time to let him go...